So, this starts my second week as officially unemployed, and I must say, I am happy that I am going on "vacation" on Friday... It's not that I'm getting bored, but I think I have to much time to well, think... I don't have the distractions at work every day where your mind is forced to think about other things because they are your job. If you are anything like me, your mind is constantly wondering between a million different things, I have such brain ADD.. I don't have to be doing a multitude of things but my mind is always in a million different places.. I try to wrangle it at least for sometime every day, because I think it's important to clear your mind for health purposes but it's HARD. And, some of the things I think about just aren't good, I mean, they are unrealistic, and well, probably crazy... But, sometimes, the world is trying to tell you things.. for example, today, the first blog on my blogroll was THIS and i thought to myself, wow, this girl is totally right.. Sometimes you just need someone to put you back into reality.. I mean, some of the rules definitely do not apply to me, but #1 totally does.. Everyone has that crazy girl in her, and it definitely is just insecurity and fear that brings her up... I am queen of over analyzing as well.. I think that this should be my mantra, go with the flow and stop over analyzing... and put things into perspective.. most of the time the things that I get bent about other people doing, are things that I do as well, and they mean nothing, so why should it mean something just because someone else does it.

Chelsea's message can be used everywhere in life, example: I am totally, insanely scared that I will never find a new job... and then, it just keeps going, ok, so I find a job, but what if it's a job I hate, will I hate what I'm doing for my whole life, blah blah blah.. That is completely irrational and just plain stupid, but yes, sometimes you do have to tell yourself that.. over and over and over, until you make yourself listen to it. So, I have to take a deep breath, remind myself to not be so effing dramatic and get on with life... Chelsea is totally right...

Anywhoo, enough of a rant for one day! :) I always seem to have to start of my posts with this.. ha, well, I am excited because I am going on vacation in 4 days... Not that it's much of a vacation because I'm not exactly leaving a job to go but it's still somewhere new and exciting that I haven't been (or been in a really long time). I think for the next month, I am also away, every weekend to a far off place, and couldn't be happier.. here's what you can look forward to in terms of blogs for the next month!

- This weekend: DENVER.. I am so excited I can hardly contain it. I lived with 6 girls in college, they are my best friends, more like sisters, and two of them live in Denver. I love it when we get together, it's like no time has passed and we just sit and laugh. Although we've all grown differently, our lives somehow still intertwine together in this amazing bond that we have. So, four of use will be in Denver this weekend. I guarantee it will be full of margaritas, food, laughter, pampering and just plain fun.

The ones coming are the two on the outside and the two in the middle, sad that Caitlin and Sarah can't come, but we will probably be calling and texting them A LOT. These girls are all just so amazing and I can't tell you how excited I am to see them and to just be with people who get me and I get them. Not that my Seattle friends don't, they do in a completely different way and I need them all too, but these girls just know so much more...

- Then it's off to the farm. I am going to visit the family farm of the boy. I have no idea what to expect, all I know is that it's harvest, the closest airport is 70 miles away, the town is 2,000 people, and it's all new. Thanks Blake for the below picture, you can find it all HERE

It will definitely be a new adventure, one I'm really excited about. I'm sure I'll have lots to blog about when I get back, or when I'm there, who knows.

Okay well, more about the adventures later, I'm off to actually get ready for the day, get dressed for my interview (!)... Ciao, ciao.